You don’t want to talk to me anymore. My phone screen lights up and it’s never you. You aren’t excited to see me anymore. I’m trying to get used to the fact that it will never be the same again.
But that tiny ray of hope of the old you coming back, makes it impossible.
“I finally understand why the universe put you in my life. I cursed the universe many times for having brought a person into my life that brought me great pain but I have since then learnt how this pain has ultimately helped me. I have lost myself in the process of loving you and grappled at everything I knew to be a part of me only for it to disappear like dust before my eyes. I now know that since loving you, I am not the same person I was before. You have moulded me into the person I am today and you have not remained the same either. I am not who she was, I am who I am now. I have accepted that, in the process of loving you, I have learnt to appreciate myself and know my worth the way you couldn’t. So I’ve said goodbye physically but now it is my soul’s turn to let go of you.”
